Broken Friendship
08 May 2010 14 Comments
in Highschool life Tags: Broken Friendship, Friendship
Broken Friendship
These days, I became estranged from my (EX) close friend. No..to be honest, I started to hate this one girl. It is because of her annoying personality!
Her mood has frequently changed. Whenever she is depressed or annoyed, she keeps complete silence and seems to be mean to others. She is excessively obsessed with getting a new boyfriend. Indeed, she seems to be two faced: she take care of one and really nice when she needs that person, but she turns out to be indifferent and bitchy when she thinks that one is useless. Of course, she has always been nice to the boys~ And I tried understanding her, so I talked about things that she made me displeased. It worked well at that time, but as the time passed she proved the reason why human can’t get rid of their original presence.
As matter of fact, I halted my action of being a close friend to her. I did my best to think her as a good one. Nonetheless, I am too tired of being only one who attempted to keep up a relationship with her. and Like the way she interpret the friend in her life, I also regard her as useless one who constantly makes me to be stressed.
By seeing myself on solely blaming her, I also realized how I became a sulky person. I mean there should or must have been my fault on ruining the relationship with her or making myself to dislike her. Yet, I have no other time or room in my mind to scold myself on only considering her as guilty one and accept her as innocent girl. Maybe, few years later, I would apologize to her for being too mean or overacting on our conflict, ,but, right now, I think I am too young and busy for that.
